Theres this guy whom i met for few weeks now. He is always sending me some dirrty message like he wants to have sex all the time, i kinda enjoy it because its a turn on for me, a guy who can make u sexually arroused just my sending u dirrty messages.
Then we meet for good blow job and that was few weeks ago, i can still remember how hes body shaking while he cum inside my my mouth. He is a nice guy, i like him and hes an average chinese that makes me remember my ex.After that, i thought that this is also one of the moments when you can just touch and go but surprisingly, he messaged me right after we finished blow jobbing.
Then yesterday, he asked if i can go with him in a sauna. I coundnt really say no because its theres a feeling thats bothering me that time.
I think anyone can relate this, like you just had a sex but you are not really satisfied and all you gonna do is to find a sexual encounter again until you will feel an authentic satisfaction and then you gonna stop for few days, and then go back again.
I came with an idea that this is how a sexual cycle of a gay is or i am just manifesting a symptoms of a sexual maniac.