Ricky J will pick me up tonight. We arranged a threesome at his place with one of my friend Matt. I’m not actually fine with what were about to do cause it really hurts me a lot, gave me so much pain, Ricky actually asked me if im fine with it. I dont know what to say, i felt bad coz he know that i like him,that i love and he still have the nerve to asked me, but who am I to him in the first place?..
I dont have any reason to feel bad or to be angry to him, he asked me if what would i feel if Matt will fuck him. I never answered, but i want to tell him that it would cause me pain, so much pain, but im helpless and im drowned.
My friend Matt is a Chinese, hes 31 and good looking in his age, hes Top and good in bed.I met him here in JB few weeks ago and we already have ONS. I decided to be part of the arrangement because i wanna see him again,
i wanna sleep with him again,
i wanna spend another night with him,.
I wanna feel love again..
feel Ricky J.
Lets see what will happen to the arrangement, I hate it but i want him…